Michiology

Happy Chinese New Year

2012-01-27T03:31:00.000+08:00

There weren't as many "are you attached?" followed by "why are you not?" and "what's your plan after you graduate?" with "why did you choose engineering in the first place?" I've been answering the last question for the past 4 years so I'm really grateful that my relatives had finally come to the realisation that no matter how many times they ask me, my answer will always be the same. Maybe they'd already found my answers repetitive.

On a lighter note, I'd been talking to some of my relatives who came back from overseas for visiting. They are either working or studying there. I've always been keen on relocating and I've been looking for job opportunities overseas too. Overseas job experience will definitely help in future job advancement but now I'm more interested in the thought of "living in another city" which I think is pretty romantic.

I'd also chatted up my cousins about their graduation trip (which was don't know how many donkey years ago). Mine is more or less settled. I'm joining my internship friends for a 14 days tour around Hong Kong and Taiwan. Actually, I'm still thinking about it. I still haven't really given up on the idea of backpacking in Aussie but dear lord I couldn't find anyone who's interested and I don't have the balls to do it alone. My cousins encouraged me to go backpacking, with friends of course. To them, Hong Kong and Taiwan are pretty much like a weekends retreat and I do share the same sentiment. But I believe that the companion is pretty important for trip like that and I rather miss it than to go with the wrong people.

Regardless, I still bear a teeny weeny bit of hope that either my friends would suddenly change their minds or some other friends would express interest in backpacking before I purchase the air ticket.

This is an epic I-feel-that-I'm-pathetic moment

2012-01-20T13:18:00.001+08:00

It sucks to wake up to an empty house with no food, not even bread, biscuits or instant noodle. I thank god when I found boiled water in the water dispenser. I can't imagine what it's like if I've to drink water directly from the tap though Singapore tap water is rather safe for consumption. Under normal circumstances, I won't complain or even flinch cos it's kind of a daily thing and I'm quite used to it. But not today. I'm feeling quite terrible from the flu. My nose is blocked, my taste buds are useless, I don't sound like myself and the thick phlegm is making it difficult for me to swallow. On top of that, I'm feeling the "nua-ness" cos by the drugs.

I'm the kind of person that love to have the whole house to myself. I can blast my choice of musics, sing as loudly as I want, do my awkward dance, read my thoughts out loud or walk around naked (just kidding!). But now, it'll be nice if there's someone to check on me, ask me if I'm feeling better, remind me to take my medicines, put the palm on my forehead to check if I'm having a fever (tho I've very sure I'm not). This is one of the moments when I feel that being single sucks.

Back to normal

2012-01-16T00:34:00.000+08:00

Today marks the day where I officially get my ass off the couch and resume my life as per normal. All my tuitions have started and I'm already missing my lectures. Bravo! If there's anything I wanna do right for this semester, it's to be consistent with my school work. That's quite a challenge! As you might already know, my one and only aim now is to graduate on time regardless how I fare. I've spent way too much time to figure out that I've no absolute interest in engineering or anything to do with physics.

I've also realised perhaps I've taken too many tuitions this year. I almost forget that I'll be graduating in May and if everything goes smoothly, I'll be heading for my grad trip and diving myself into a full time job (hopefully it'll be something I like) after that. Oh wells, things will sort themselves out when time comes. Anyway, I could really use some extra cash for the first year as a fresh grad. I wanna clear my debt (school fee) as soon as possible.

It's all about timing

2012-01-05T22:52:00.002+08:00

And I choose now to fall sick. Few days to the start of school.

Hmmm.. Maybe I'm allergic to school!

Damaged- Cathy Glass

2012-01-04T16:09:00.000+08:00

To me, a good book stirs emotions. That's why I prefer non-fiction (and my sister said that I'm boring). Nothing beats a vivid narration of an experience. I teared more than a few times while reading Damaged. And had to take a few breaks because it was too intense.

How broken could a child be? I could only try to understand.

Art of Seduction- Robert Greene

2012-01-04T03:07:00.000+08:00

"No one is born timid; timidity is a protection we develop. If we never stick our necks out, if we never try, we will never have to suffer the consequences of failure or success. If we are kind and unobtrusive, no one will be offended- in fact we will seem saintly and likeable. In truth, timid people are self-absorbed, obsessed with the way people see them, and not at all saintly. "

Goodbye, crappy 2011

2012-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

It'd been an eventful year. I'd gone through more than what I did in my entire 22 years of life. They were both good and bad. No matter what I'm glad 2011 had come to an end. I hope 2012 will be a decent one. Oh wells, what can be worse. But then again, you never know.

If there's one thing 2011 had left me with, it's becoming cynical.

Thanks a lot to these people who keep me sane in 2011. I seriously have no idea what I'll do without them. (I wanted to include a photo with WQ but for god's sake we din take ANY photo in 2011 though we hangout almost every week. He's a pretty good listener. Thanks for listening to all my craps!) Ever notice the older you become, the lesser friends you have? Maybe because it's harder to trust and open up.

Last but not least, thanks a lot, my baby sister who behave much like the older one. Though I've been criticising all your 2012 resolutions, I very much hope that you fulfil every bits of them. Winks.

Once again, goodbye, crappy 2011! Bring it on, 2012!

So, I've been living on credits ALL ALONG?!!

2011-12-27T15:21:00.000+08:00

Just as I thought I finally have some spare cash, my credit card bill came.

Maybe I could wait till January before I pay up. But I've got a strong feeling that I'll forget all about it, like I always do and the interest is no joke. And it's not as if I'll be any richer in January. I guess I'll stick to eating grass and drinking air for the moment or at least until all my tuitions resume.

It sucks to be broke. IT SUCKS!

/Edited
I just paid the bill. Heartache is an understatement!

What's Christmas without this

2011-12-24T20:23:00.000+08:00

Never a fan of hello kitty

2011-12-22T01:35:00.001+08:00

But it's just too cute to resist

It's me and my pocket against the cabs

2011-12-21T02:43:00.000+08:00

I used to cab very often because I've a very serious time management issue. I always think that half an hour is enough for me to get to anywhere and more often than not, it is not enough. There's like waiting time, extreme suay-ness like accidents or forgetting to take my phone or wallet (which happens very frequently nowadays) or forgetting to lock the door, or overestimating my walking speed. I'm quite infamous to certain professors in the school for my tardiness and I'm certainly not proud of it. Actually, it's very embarrassing. And it's been my every year's resolution to be on time but of course it was never fulfilled.

But I guess with the revised taxi fare from ComfortDelgro, City cab, SMRT, Premier Taxi, Yellow-top and Trans cab, I'm finally gonna do something about it especially that I'm uber broke now. I almost walked home from Jurong Point when I thought I missed the last bus. Yup, I rather take the risk of getting mug than to give in to the unreasonable increase of the taxi fare. (Turns out, I got there just in time for the last bus.)

Speaking of which, the transport system has been pretty screwed up lately. The transport fee has been increasing but what about the service that we paid for? We did not pay so much for delays, congestion and the fear of being trapped in the train, yet again. Maybe SMRT should revise the transport fee untill they find a permanent solution for the situation. (Decreasing the speed of the train, increasing the interval between the rides and frequent stopping between stations are not permanent solutions)

One mocha, one ice chocolate, 150 minutes

2011-12-20T01:28:00.000+08:00

And 17 years worth of friendship.

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle

2011-12-18T03:27:00.000+08:00

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

I feel guilty

2011-12-13T01:44:00.001+08:00

for doing everything in the world except typing my report which I'm supposed to submit today (technically it's yesterday cos it's already past 12). Luckily my prof agreed to the extension of the report deadline, if not..

Oh what the fuck. I'm always guilty.

After 3 hours

2011-12-09T16:34:00.001+08:00

And this is what I got

What if there's a second chance?

2011-12-08T23:57:00.001+08:00

I've always wanted to watch this series ever since I caught snippet of it in Thailand (Oh god I miss Thailand!). Ironically, I watch a lot of television programmes whenever I'm overseas though I seldom watch any at home.

Anyhow, this show is awesome. I laughed and I cried and I laughed and I cried more. Each episode is inspiring and that's kinda what I need now.

Maybe a lil pre-grad blues

2011-12-06T00:23:00.000+08:00

First half of my final year in NTU had finally come to an end. It's so fast! Everything is happening too fast. I keep having this feeling that I've missed something out. Like there's something I'm supposed to do but I did not. Anyhow, I still have another semester to figure out. Hopefully, I'll figure out by then.

Sometimes I wonder, what if I did not get into JC? JC wasn't really my intention. My initial plan was to go to NP banking and finance. What if I score really badly for my A level? Maybe I would have the balls to try something different or figure out what I like. Sometimes, I feel that I'm the one who's shutting all the doors. I didn't try designing cos I thought I suck at drawing. I didn't try music cos I thought I was too old for it. I didn't try writing cos I thought I wasn't good enough. I didn't try fashion cos I thought it was superficial.

Apparently, I did a lot of thinking but take no action.

cy·cle [sahy-kuhl]

2011-11-29T03:02:00.000+08:00

A round of years or a recurring period of time, especially one in which certain events or phenomena repeat themselves in the same order and at the same intervals.

Isn't it kinda great because we know what to expect, what to say, what to do and exactly what emotion to display. What's better? We get used to it.

I destroyed my hair

2011-11-26T20:32:00.001+08:00

No kidding! T.T

I guess I'll be spending A LOT of time at home this holiday

2011-11-24T20:04:00.001+08:00

Modern family
The office
How I met you mother
Glee
New girl
Criminal minds
White collar
The walking dead
Big bang theory
Keeping up with the Kadashians
America next top model- All stars
The L word

... I think my list goes on. Not forgetting a great deal of old movies I downloaded during my exam period.

OMG I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY EXAM TO BE OVER!

I survived ... my first paper

2011-11-20T02:42:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah 6 more to go! :/

I don't understand why examination halls are freaking cold. And I'm even more puzzled that how some girls can survive the 2 and a half hours in just tank tops and shorts(without any sweater) in the freezer-like hall. I was in tank top and shorts today and a uber thick pullover (oh! and a pair of converse. You know, to keep my feet warm) yet I was still so cold that I almost couldn't write.

By the way, a lot of people mentioned how pale I looked recently. I blame the late nights and my unhealthy diets. I guess I need to do a massive cleaning on my lifestyle in order to be healthy again. Hopefully, after the exams. It's almost impossible to do it now.

Is this pre exam anxiety?

2011-11-17T23:42:00.001+08:00

Every night before my papers, I kinda have this void feeling. It's like I don't feel like doing any study-related stuffs. I don't know whether I study enough. I don't know whether I'm prepared. I don't know what I know. I don't know what I don't know. I don't feel like sleeping. I don't feel like eating. I don't feel like watching shows (even friends). I don't feel like talking. I don't know what I'm thinking. I don't know what I should do next. It seems like engineering has successfully crumbled my already-kinda-low self confidence.

My thoughts are somewhat turbulent now. It's messy.

Puppy love

2011-11-16T14:24:00.000+08:00

I miss!

11.11.11

2011-11-11T23:55:00.001+08:00

What a day!

It started off pretty badly but thank god it ended pretty well. I'm so glad today is going to be over in 5 mins. Its one of those nights where I just wanna have a cup of camomile and watch one of my favourite movies untill I fall asleep.

In addition, Cedric just drew a portrait of me! Ain't he sweeeeet. I gave him the task as a joke/challenge. Oh boy, I envy people who can draw! Owen, my 4011 project mate, said that my supposed-to-be technical drawings look like the illustrations in children's book.

Okay now, tell me what do you see in this picture

2011-11-11T04:06:00.001+08:00

As I browsed through the slides, I realised my part is the only part without any technical stuffs to talk about. Oh yea, I kinda needa use this picture and try to come up with something moderately impressive (yea, moderately is sufficient). I'm glad that our presentation is only 15 mins (including Q&A), if not I'm really gonna sing a song to drag the time.

Raindrops Keep Falling on my Head & An expression of Faith

2011-11-10T04:24:00.000+08:00

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
And just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed
Nothin' seems to fit
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'

You get what I mean

2011-11-09T15:57:00.003+08:00

I couldn't stop laughing at this!

Sensitive New Age Guy (SNAG)

2011-11-07T01:25:00.001+08:00

Research shows that it's men who like a cuddle in bed rather than women. This topic came up randomly when JY and I were chatting on one boring evening after dinner.

"... Despite the stereotypes, the fairer sex are more likely to hate cuddling and find excuses to avoid snuggling up in their partner’s arms at night, a study has claimed. Men, on the other hand, are much keener to end the day with a hug and far more likely to kick up a fuss if they don’t get one. According to a survey, one women in three doesn’t like cuddling and half try to avoid it when they get into bed because they are exhausted and want to go straight to sleep. One in four said cuddling in bed makes them hot and uncomfortable, and one in ten even admitted they would prefer to lie under the covers checking their Facebook account than cosying up with their other half. ..."

Source: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2057406/Its-MEN-like-cuddle-bed-Third-women-avoid-snuggling-partners-arms.html

When he told me that girls nowadays don't like to cuddle, I was like "Yarr, I know why girls don't like to cuddle, it's so hot. We just wanna sleep in peace, after you know...". Oh wells, it was a joke!

I'm pretty amazed at the statistic, really. And pretty happy too. I'm a cuddler.

Footloose

2011-11-05T17:05:00.003+08:00

Weak storyline.

I took a few power naps in between the movie. The dance parts were kept to the minimal and there were a lot of talkings. Every time the characters started talking, I was like "enough already" with my signature roll eyes expression.

On a side note, I thought Kenny Wormald was hot though lcc thought he was so so. And I seriously think Julianne Hough looks like Jennifer Aniston.

Let's play dress up

2011-11-01T13:05:00.000+08:00

Halloween 2011

It was fun tho it'd be better if there's more alcohol. Nonetheless, the people were awesome. It'd a pity that some had to leave early. Lucky us, we did not have to queue to get into butter. The queue was insane. I love how gamed people were that night. A lot of smurfs, pajamas ghosts, vampires, bunnies, devils, cats, etc.

I was totally absorbed into my own world, like I was having a mini concert of my own, standing on the podium, singing to the songs and pointing to random strangers \m/ (HAHAHAHA). Oh wells, I was a cat that night so I could do whatever I want. While the other girls pole danced, the pole was merely a supporting tool for me to hold so that I won't accidentally fall off the podium in my 5 inches heels. However, the aftermath of the party wasn't as glamorous. I've several HUGE bruises on both my knees and they hurt when I attempt to cross my leg when I sit. I looked as if I'd gotten into a bad fight.

Anyhow, back to reality, the party had ended. It's time to drown myself in equations and theories that never seem to make any sense to me.

History in layman terms

2011-10-29T02:28:00.005+08:00

Literally! HAHAHAHHAHAH

A competition of whose life sucks more

2011-10-28T04:43:00.000+08:00

"My life sucks!"

"YOU HAVE NO IDEA!"

"Seriously, how can I be so fucked up?"

"Oh, tell me about it."

"You tell me about it."

"YOU tell me about it"

"Mine is really fucked up"

"Can it be as fucked up as mine?"

"Oh, you don't know man."
"I've the most fucked up life."

Basically, this was how the conversation with my sister went. It didn't just end there.We looped for a good 10 mins untill one of us finally gave up cos we were too tired to talk anymore.

That bitch

2011-10-27T17:29:00.003+08:00

She's bloody hell drinking beer and wine at 3.41pm in the afternoon. I shouldn't have rejected the job offer!

By the way, do I look like a clubber? Its not the first time people ask me "hey, you clubber right?" In fact, most people use this as a conversation starter on me. I mean I have a set of very defined dress codes for different places. I don't dress like a slut when I go to school- My shorts are of decent length, I've enough cloth to cover what it's supposed to be covered, I don't wear heels to school, not even slippers. I mean where? Which part of me shouts clubber? I don't normally swear in front of acquaintances either. To be honest, I don't think I even talk much. Ya, random fact, I kinda need time(or a few tequila shots) to warm up before I can start mingling. I don't pile much make up on my face in the day (mostly due to laziness).

Okay, I do club but I don't think my attendance is enough to call myself a clubber. Ever since school started, I've been cutting down a lot. In addition, I'm not sure whether is that aging, but I need a longer time to nurse hangover now as compared to 2 years ago.

So why?

I look damn lady here =)

2011-10-25T03:43:00.000+08:00

I don't feel like doing anything

2011-10-23T00:49:00.000+08:00

I think I should sleep

Grow up, Kiddo

2011-10-22T03:53:00.000+08:00

I can't believe how baby some people are. Seriously, as much as I hate growing up (but I need to to prove a point), I still know when is the time to act like an adult. Maybe it is the culture in Singapore. Parents tend to pamper their kids so much that they don't have the decency to keep their non constructive comments and childish behaviours to themselves. I'm not your mother so I don't have to give you a pat on the head and feed you with sugarcoated words.

Honey, run back to your mummy.

I'm going home

2011-10-21T01:19:00.000+08:00

Hey Monday- Arizona

It took two days
For me to figure out
This isn't working out
But I lost my way

I drove all night
Just to be with you
But you weren't worth the view
I got to hit the brakes

Now you know
Get up and go

Arizona, Arizona
A car wrecked on a highway
Now you're burning by the side of the road

Arizona, Arizona
It's a million miles from Florida
Now you're history
I'm stranded
Get me out
I'm going home

Deep in your soul
Lies a lonely heart
That only ever pumps
For you alone
And I can't relate
So I gotta leave you here
I can breathe without you, dear
Just start walking away

Tell me how does that video
With the Grand Canyon
Screaming at you
Tell me how does that feel
To see me when you go by

I don't feel like bathing

2011-10-17T22:02:00.004+08:00

Okay probably too much info.

Music and Lyrics Soundtrack - Way Back Into Love

2011-10-16T03:33:00.000+08:00

I was googling about What's your number? soundtrack cos I thought I heard Pop goes my heart! in the movie. Oh wells, I love that song. It's like the best fake 80s song EVER! And then I saw this on youtube's suggestion. Oh I love this movie (and Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore). I'm such a sucker for this kinda romance movies.

Did anyone tell you that you've really pretty eyes?

2011-10-15T03:36:00.000+08:00

I've a thing for people with pretty eyes (as well as people who smell good).

It's like AWWWWWW~

When under stress

2011-10-14T03:03:00.000+08:00

I eat alot
I nap alot
I run alot
I drink alot
I stone alot
I swear alot
I procrastinate alot
I sing (to myself) alot
I doodle alot

And after being me for 22 years, I realised I crack under stress and I think it runs in my family.

It was a long day for me

2011-10-13T01:02:00.002+08:00

But nonetheless, Happy Birthday Mummy! You know I love you

I think I'm in love with Zooey Deschanel

2011-10-11T12:38:00.002+08:00

I wish my life is a musical

2011-10-10T02:47:00.000+08:00

I'm neat in a less obvious way

2011-10-09T01:34:00.000+08:00

Yup my table.

My sis nearly bit my head off when she saw the tom yam stain on my notes. Yup it's kinda gross I know but I din do it on purpose. She was like "shiwei, are you kidding me?" Yeah just like our mum. I wasn't that untidy and dirty. I'm just less anal than her (and alot of people). She said she'll definitely print a new set of notes if she ever spills anything on them. I call that OCD. C'mon dude, save the trees!

My mum and sis once told me they spotted a cockroach in one of my unwashed cups. FYI, I really hate washing cups so I have like 3 or 4 cups at home. Anyhow, they looked pretty cheeky when they told me that so I guessed they were just trying to freak me out or make me wash my cups (Not working!)

Oh ya, this is pretty much my work station, I study, snack, sometimes nap, watch show, surf net and do my make up here. So, basically I'm here whenever I'm home. Actually I'm pretty neat in my own way. I can almost always find my stuffs as you can see, everything is laid out nicely. ;)

The legend

2011-10-07T01:05:00.001+08:00

Too bad he doesn't have a successor

Never a fan

2011-10-06T04:21:00.000+08:00

But it's okay. I'm cool with it.

Repeat mode

2011-10-04T13:35:00.000+08:00

I just had to blog this

2011-10-03T18:58:00.002+08:00

I'd the most yummy dream after soon long. It's been always either nightmare or dreamless night. So, I'm pretty excited when I woke up and I actually remember the dream quite vividly.

It started in a lift. My sister and I were in a lift with some other strangers. We were heading to a hotel for I-don't-know who's wedding. I don't even know why I know that I'm going to a wedding. We were seriously under dressed. I was in a sundress and flip flops. Anyhow, my sister started to quarrel with some random girl in the lift for I-can't-remember-what reason and the girl was shoving my sister. And of course I helped. I started to scold that random girl and push her back. Then outta nowhere, she dared me to go over to where she is going for don't-know-what. Feeling brave, I decided to go. I asked my sis to go to the wedding first and I'll join her later.

So, I followed the random girl to the place where all her friends were there. There's this really cute guy sitting at one side. I could still remember how cute he looked but I don't know such a person in real life. He's not someone familiar (in real life). He's not a hot celebrity either. Anywho, he walked to me and asked me for my number. When I was about to write my number on his hand, the girl who brought me there started sobbing VERY LOUDLY. She was yakking about how long she'd like that guy and how much she liked him. It was very irritating so I promised her that I will not give him my number. But suddenly she was so grateful for what I'd done and said that the guy and I should date.

So, I ditched the wedding and went for a date with the cute guy who I'd never met in my entire life.

It was lame but it's good dream. Who doesn't like a good dream!

You can call me old fashion

2011-10-03T02:09:00.000+08:00

I'm doing my HRM assignment which requires alot of reading from the net.I'm pretty much not used to it, though I should be, I still prefer the feeling of holding a solid book in my hand, pointing line by line with my finger when I can't focus, Pointing line by line on my laptop screen just seems retarded. I also like to scribble notes as I read. It helps me understand and remember better. Typing out, or rather cutting and pasting, just doesn't have the same effect as writing.

Loop

2011-09-30T03:10:00.000+08:00

I needa get outta of it before it starts haunting me like a recurring nightmare.

On a lighter note

2011-09-28T02:10:00.000+08:00

My JC eye candy just added my on facebook!

I would have added him long ago if I did not go up to him and say "I think you're cute! Can I take a picture with you?" during prom. I thought I"ll never see him again. Seriously, what was I thinking? I wasn't even drunk.

Half a page, okay?

2011-09-26T22:28:00.000+08:00

Dear all,

Reminder: Page limit of CA is 2 page (font size 12).
Submission through email.
Query of topic to be directed to my email account.
Submission deadline: 30 September 2011

Best wishes
K A Khor

Since no minimum page required is mentioned, do you think I can submit a half page essay? I've seriously nothing to write.

Finally after the barbecue,

2011-09-26T00:40:00.000+08:00

the guys settled in the living room to watch their soccer game, the elders retreated to the balcony to enjoy their after dinner tea and the rest of the girls went upstairs to watch the DVD while me, sneaked (not exactly, I asked for permission) to my cousin's study to ransack her bookshelves. And that's the only moment that kept me going through the entire gathering.

My cousin has great taste for books by the way.

My Saturday

2011-09-24T01:19:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna go for tuition in the morning. Start on my assignment in the afternoon, maybe? Drag my ass to the family gathering that I truly don't feel like going,

Worst part, my sister is not gonna be there to distract my relatives from asking me questions that I've been asking myself. And I don't have a date to shut them up.

Sometimes, I like to study at home

2011-09-23T01:48:00.000+08:00

So that I can use my cute pen without people judging me.

I hang out with boys because it is less dramatic

2011-09-21T16:54:00.000+08:00

I realised everybody thought JY and I are an item. That's cute! It was after a conversation between him, me and my mum, weird combination I know but he hang out at my place so often that he and my mum are almost BFF, that I realised how people love to pair us up. I do get occasion questions like "who's that guy on your display picture?" or "so, how's you and your neighbour?" Normally, I just laugh it off or roll my eyes.

Oh wells, regardless we are NOT gonna stop hanging out. We are each others bestfriend. And I'm so gonna give a toast on his wedding in the future whether or not he let me. (I've been telling Hazel and LCC that I'm gonna give a toast on their weddings too and I demand that each of them give me one.)

Actually, come to think of it, I always have more guy friends than female friends at every stages of my life. Hmmm...

P/s: I do have my fair share of gal pals too!

Emotionally unavailable

2011-09-16T14:30:00.000+08:00

I love this movie, a lot. It's a cliche I know, It's like 2 good-looking people, somehow got ditch by their respective boyfriend/girlfriend. Then fate or whatever brought them together (to be sex partners) and it so happened that she loves him and he loves her and TADA PERFECT ENDING! As if it's gonna happen in real life. C'mon if this is the case, "it's complicated" will not exist cos it never will be complicated.

The cliche thing is that they talked about the cliche in other movies

Another cliche thing is that I watched this 3 times already and I can almost memorise the lines.

And I wonder

2011-09-15T00:09:00.000+08:00

Whether I lack of social skills

or

we're just of different leagues?

mummy knows best

2011-09-13T21:23:00.000+08:00

My mum always knows that something is wrong with me when I retire to my bedroom early. I always stay in the study room till really late. And she's always nice enough to ask "baby, what's wrong?"

Need.a.cup.of.hot.chocolate

I'm a lucky bitch

2011-09-12T00:31:00.000+08:00

Dear Michelle and Sathish,

I'll take the taxi to TTSH. If you also go with me from NTU, please come to my office at 1:20 pm

From my prof! LUCKY OR WHAT!

Im bored like fuck

2011-09-09T00:42:00.000+08:00

Maybe I should study? Read something? Watch some shows?

Or, maybe not.

Not a morning person

2011-09-08T11:00:00.000+08:00

I realised there's some similarities between the morning me and the tipsy me

1) I talk way too loud
2) I've no idea what I'm talking about most of the time
3) Pretending that I'm listening but I'm actually zonking out

"let it go"

2011-09-07T11:19:00.000+08:00

But

you didn't even try

Professional Procrastinator

2011-09-07T00:36:00.000+08:00

Ever since LCC started working, I find it difficult for me to study. I used to study with her A LOT (both weekdays and weekends). Though most of the time we ended up side tracking to other stuffs like gossiping, shopping, movies, Night Safari, Singapore Flyer and beer session, the first hour was really productive. And even though she admitted that she score better during the semester when I was having my attachment(meaning I don't have to study for that sem), we still continue to study together. Oh wells, I'm a major distraction and I know it.

I can't study with Hazel on weekends either cos HX started working and she needs to spend her weekends dating and she's a busy lady on weekdays due to FYP.

I like to study with people that are not from my course. I know it's weird like who am I gonna ask when I'm in doubt. Just for your infomation, I don't normally clear my doubt (academically-wise or rather enginneering-wise). It's too hard. I'd rather look at the model answer and suck it up. Moreover, I see my coursemates almost everyday, I don't think they wanna see my face on weekends as well.

Regardless, I really gotta get my engine started. I'm seriously behind time. FML

My teeth are falling out

2011-09-05T22:05:00.000+08:00

Do you ever dreamt that your teeth are falling out one by one? I've this kinda dream very often recently. It's so often that whenever I dream of it I know it's not real. Till now, I still can't determine the reason behind my dream. I mean I thought people dream about the things they do maybe in the morning or the stuffs that they are constantly thinking.

When I was younger (like 18) I used to dream that I was running away from something but I was in slow motion. I thought it was because I was dealing with A level and some other stuffs and the stress caused the bad dream.

However, this is really weird and it's freaking the hell outta me. Since it's recurring, so I guess it's not something normal. So, I googled about it.

Apparently, it's a common type of dream.

"...
If a general feeling of loss of control accompanies your dream, of feeling helpless and anxious, then this could mean that you feel helpless and not in control of a waking life situation.
You could feel fearful and afraid of change...

If your dream is accompanied by feelings of humiliation and of being embarrassed then these dreams are an overly exaggerated way of presenting your anxiety about looking bad in a waking life scenario...

Teeth are often one of the first places that signs of aging or malnutrition are seen. Thus, teeth dreams could also relate to feelings of inadequacy in being able to nourish and support yourself...

Teeth dreams may also indicate anxiety and insecurities about abandonment."

Source: http://www.realmeaningofdreams.com/teeth-dreams.html

Neighbour talk

2011-09-02T01:48:00.001+08:00

I bumped into Desmond yesterday at the void deck

Desmond (with a girl): Why are you sitting here? (on the platform near the letterbox)
Me: I'm waiting for a friend.
Desmond: Oh, so are you going tonight?
Me: Tonight? Nah I don't think so.
Desmond: YOU KNOW WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT?!!!
Me: Of course I know. It's wednesday (ladies night)!!

I'm seriously glad that my primary school mates are my neighbours. We practically grow up together. Though at some points or another, we grew apart or din even talk that much but basically, as long as clubbing exist, we are good. =)

My bubble dreams

2011-08-31T21:47:00.000+08:00

It's so nice to see that my cousin and her husband are still keeping fairytales alive for their 2 precious daughters (one 9 years old, one 6 years old).

My cousin was about to tell me some funny stories about her younger daughter and toothfairy when suddenly my cousin-in-law nudged her and said "she still believe in toothfairy, don't say that in front of her." Ain't that sweet?

It reminded me of how my parents used to keep Santa Claus alive for my sister and I until I was 10 years old when I told my parents that I had an heated argument with a classmate about whether or not Santa Claus exist. Worried that I might be laughed at in school, my parents decided to tell us the truth. Of course I was disappointed.

Anyway, my cousin-in-law was giving me a reality check during the family gathering yesterday. He was telling me how cruel the real world is, how hard it is to survive out there. Bla bla bla

THANKS A LOT CUZZIE! WHY ARE YOU BURSTING MY BUBBLE DREAMS NOW! CAN'T YOU LET ME KEEP THEM FOR A WHILE MORE.

My new addiction

2011-08-30T22:34:00.000+08:00

like aunties and uncles

2011-08-29T23:48:00.000+08:00

Mf suggested we take a neoprint after our ens project meeting. LOL I think the girls in the shop are young enough to be our daughters. Ok. I'm exaggerating!

Sometimes, we just need to release our violent inner self

2011-08-29T01:27:00.000+08:00

Caught Final destination with JY. It was gore like its other sequels.

It was a completely impromptu decision. I was supposed to give him a very belated birthday treat today but we went out a tad too early for dinner so we decided to catch a movie instead. Din catch it in 3D this time round cos I was wearing my falsies and I thought it might be uncomfortable to wear the 3D glasses. Oh wells, thank god we din watch the 3D version! JY spent half the time looking down while I watched the entire show with one eye and both hands covering my ears. I swear I covered my ears so hard that they hurt after the movie.

Did I mention my gore tolerance level was much higher when I was younger? Back in secondary school days, I was able to watch Saw I-don't-know-3-or-4 while eating my big mac. I also remember watching Saw 6 when my party at Helipad ended early but LCC and I did not wanna go home. I din even puke then (we drank quite alot that night).

Anywho, Final destination 5 had beautiful casts. It was sucha pity that everyone had to die in the end. I don't know if this is normal but I love the anticipation of what's gonna cause their death. I'd be like "will it be the nail or the fan or the rod?!!!". But more then often, the way they die disappoint me. Either I'm a better script writer than them or I'm just a big time sadist(which is bad).

@JeremyLooYongXiang

2011-08-27T13:52:00.000+08:00

I know you're reading this.

IT'S SO NICE THAT WE FUCKING MEET AGAIN AND LIKE ACTUALLY TALKED RATHER THAN JUST SAYING HI AND BYE! MISS YOU SO! DINNER SOON! <3

This is how I'll look like when I'm fat!

2011-08-25T00:05:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAH! FUGLY LUH!

Writing and deleting a blog post

2011-08-23T17:25:00.000+08:00

That's so typical of me.

Happily ever after

2011-08-20T21:33:00.000+08:00

Finally they tied the knot. Okays, This happened sometimes ago but I've been pretty caught up lately with school and stuffs.

The wedding was really sweet and heart warming and it even made people like me wanna get married too. I wasn't a pro marriage person (at least not now). But don't get me wrong, I'm totally a hopeless romantic. I just don't think a paper is necessary to keep 2 people who are deeply in love (I don't exactly like the term "in love" as well) together. Isn't that a little too superficial to be bonded by a piece of paper. In addition, I absolutely hate the idea of pre nuptial agreement. I mean if you're constantly worried that your partner whom you choose yourself is going to either cheat your money or find some hotter guy/gal or dump you when you're at your lowest, why choose him/her. If he's/she's not gonna dump you, then what's the point of getting married.

Perhaps, the human race is getting a little too evolved to be trusted and yet everyone wants to be. Ironic huh?

Anywho, guess who made a big joke outta herself?

Yours truly. I was an idiot to run around the ballroom in my 5.5 inches heels when I found out that my designated table was filled and to my horror, with KIDS! And I had the dumbest conversation with the dumbest waiter ever.

I was at the entrance which was closed by the time I realised my table was filled.
Waiter "Sorry Miss, you gotta use the side exit."
Me "I know I know, but I gotta talk to Willy (my cousin). It's important."
At that point, my cousin and his wife were preparing for the march in. The music and lighting were ready.
Waiter "Hmmm, if that's the case, I think you have to go by this entrance."
Me "DUH! Isn't that what I'm (fucking) trying to do!"

My cousin was pretty confused why my table was filled but there's nothing he could do either. So, long story short, I managed to find 2 seats, for my sis and myself, in the end. My sis was the emcee of the wedding so she wasn't with me but she witnessed the entire scene I made. After the march in and lights on, I realised I was sitting with my cousin's history teacher who is now the principal of Presbyterian High and a bunch of his secondary school friends who were pretty funny and constantly trying to make me drink. Bravo!

Anyhow, I had fun throughout the night and the day as well. I love how we (the bridesmaids) made the guys(bestman) eat wasabi with chili padi. It's probably the best gate crash game EVER! MWAHAHAHA

I've always wanted to get another tattoo

2011-07-31T01:22:00.000+08:00

on my wrist that says love.

But I guess my parents will freak out since they did create a big hoohaa when they finally realised the ink on my hip (after a year).

Though I'm sort of a retired party-er now

2011-07-30T02:13:00.000+08:00

I still nodded vigorously when I read through the partyproblems.tumblr. It brought back so much memories (most of em blurred and embarrassed).

Sawadee ka

2011-07-27T02:35:00.000+08:00

She's a great room mate/travel buddy <3

My Bangkok trip was great thought I didn't exactly get myself a lot of things. I <3 that country. People are nice and friendly. The stuffs are cheap. There's food everywhere. The night markets are packed with hot angmohs! Their manicurists are amazing! But still, I <3 Singapore more! I don't need to keep my bag zipped when I'm on the street. I don't have to bargain with the cab drivers (actually I don't like to bargain as much as I thought I do) I don't have to worry (that much) about my lungs. I can loiter as late as I want on the street and still feel safe(r).

Anyhow, am I the only one without savings here? I recently talked to a few of my friends regarding future, money, yada yada... And I realised that oh man, I'm fucking broke. Literally fucking broke. If someone stole my wallet and somehow manage to get my password to my bank account, he would be cursing and swearing at me. I'm not gonna reveal how much I have in my account. It's too embarrassing. I think maybe it's time to start saving.

I seriously don't know where my money went. I'm not that of a shopaholic that most of the people thought I am.

I was watching some Taiwan variety shows

2011-07-13T17:18:00.000+08:00

It reminded me of how I used to love chinese songs. And exactly how pathetic my ipod is without any of them.

Committed- Elizabeth Gilbert

2011-07-09T13:52:00.000+08:00

"Infaturation is not quite the same thing as love; it's more like love's shady second cousin who's always borrowing money and can't hold down a job. When you become infatuated with somebody, you're not really looking at the person; you're just captivated by your own reflection, intoxicated by a dream of completion that you have projected on a virtual stranger."

2011-06-28T15:15:00.000+08:00

Baby, its over, we both know, lets go forward.
I love you, but in a different way, I love you, forever.
Now that we've come to the end of a story and I know that it's gonna be hard for me.
Might hurt some, might get too much, but I gotta let it be.
As the world turns around and we go different places, new things, new dreams, new faces.
Wanna shake up, when we break up, but we keep our memories.

'coz I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

Baby, it's better, and I want you, to be happy.
Sometimes people find that it's so hard just to say goodbye

it ain't easy the more and the more you try.
So they'll be cheating, be decieving, but not me and my boy.
We understand that we're friends and it just ain't working, no point in the constant fighting.
So we'll be grown ups, for a minute, and admit that we're just not in it.

I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

I might lose my mind for a while, but I'll be fine.
Have you heard there's this thing that heals, and it's called time.
Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place.
and though, my heart will break, a new me will fill the space.

I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".

one more year

2011-06-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

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If only things are these simple

Amazing

2011-06-04T01:17:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna be a bridesmaid for the first time!

Though my cousin and his fiancées had already registered but it was a hasted one cos my uncle (my cousin's father) was very ill that time so they had a simple dinner buffet and tea ceremony for him. But which girl doesn't dream of a grand wedding. So, they decided to have a proper wedding dinner in August. Though I'm not pro marriage (not at all), I'm pretty excited for em. I even rewatched 27 dresses (nice movie by the way) just to get the mood of it.

Anyhow, life's getting pretty good these days. I wish I have 48 hours a day! =)

the unexpected

2011-05-23T22:30:00.000+08:00

Today is the start of my new temp job. It's something I've never done before- telemarketing. It was BORING but seriously, which desk bound jobs are not. To make things worse, there's not people of my age group in the office. Actually, I saw this lady and she looks quite young, not very friendly though. Kelvin (my boss) brought me out to meet some clients today. It's something I did not expect. He also brought me to some construction sites to see how they actually work with them. Interesting but tiring! I dozed off in the car on the way back!

Met Jielin after work. Her cousin's house is right beside my workplace. How coincidental! It totally made my day! I asked her to stay permanently at her cousin's. :p

Met Wesley for dinner after that and we were like primary school kids sharing our first day in school(it was his first day at attachment as well)

i.don't.feel.like.working

I'm not special anymore

2011-05-22T12:09:00.000+08:00

When I graduate, I'll most probably get a job with average pay. My job will be mundane but I'll get used to it cos I need the money to pay off my credit card bills. I'll probably own dozens of designers' shoes and bags which I can't afford. Maybe I'll marry an average who propose to me by asking "hey, wanna get a flat together?" We'll live in an ordinary 4 rooms flat near our parents. Maybe have a kids or 2 and complaint of the high standard of living forever.

Like everybody else.

I just have to share

2011-05-19T13:30:00.000+08:00

http://justlittlethings.tumblr.com/

This is one of the tumblrs that make me uber happy! It gives my heart a warm, fuzzy feeling.

I'm gonna be as free as a bird after thursday

2011-05-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

And then I realised Lcc is in Taiwan, Jy is going to hongkong, Hazel is busy with her IA! Who's gonna keep me entertained?!

Almost like my second home

2011-05-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

I remembered when Vincent first told me that he was going to Nexus to study. I thought he was saying Nex, the not-so-new shopping centre in Serangoon. Yes, I'm a year 3 student of MAE and I didn't know that they have study room for us.

Now, I've been hanging there so often that it has practically become my second home. There's also a bunch of new friends (some not-so-new)that I've been studying with for this semester. They finally made me fulfill half of my must-have promise for every semester- Be a better person. I turned (slightly) over a new leaf.

At least I studied this sem.

fever fever

2011-05-05T11:00:00.000+08:00

It really sucks to fall sick during exam period especially when I genuinely don't feel like taking mc for any paper.

My parents bought this for me. They said it cures fever but the name is really scary so i did a little google research.

"When it comes to choosing beverages during my meals, I will always prefer something that's low sugar or healthier choice drinks. Recently I begin to like a drink which I normally will not think of drinking in the past. It's call "Pai Hua She Cao Shui" White Flower Snake Water - Direct translation from mandarin sounds "scary" not really it is Oldenlandia Water.

Oldenlandia Water is rich in mineral elements and it is indeed a refreshing drink. According to my research Oldenlandia is Chinese herb. Its character is sweet and light. It has many benefits, such as diminish fever, detoxification and assistant digest. "

Source: http://chickensoupforyoursoul.blogspot.com/2008/10/golden-benefits-of-oldenlandia-water.html

I spent my sunday in school

2011-05-02T00:44:00.000+08:00

I pondered for quite sometime before I finally decided to go to school on a SUNDAY to study. It's not gonna be productive if I do it at home and it's gonna be crowded outside on weekends. The thought of studying alone in school on a Sunday makes me sad. Fortuantely, I saw some friends in school. Lucky or what! At least I felt less lonely. =)

I'm not confident about this semester. Then again, since when am I confident ever since I enter engineering.

50 dollars for a horse

2011-04-30T01:30:00.000+08:00

This is the model for the project for one of my core modules. Basically, we had to design an amusement ride for kids less than 10 years old. Personally, I feel that the market is pretty satuarated and there's nothing much we can do these brats are pretty spoilt nowadays. I assumed they would rather stay in their air conditioned room, playing psp/iphone/dslite/xbox and shouting at their maids ocassionally for food and drinks. Anyhow, this is not the point. I'm so glad this project had finally ended. It's sucha waste of time. Perhaps, not to those who really have passion or knowledge in engineering, What I'd gained were merely improving on my cut and paste speed and rephrasing skill.

Oh, by the way, this is an expensive project!

Hello

2011-04-28T02:46:00.000+08:00

Up at 3am, I'm bored! Needa talk!

I've got alot to say

2011-04-28T01:36:00.001+08:00

A LOT

"Why don't cha go to school?"

2011-04-26T00:33:00.000+08:00

Because school is boringggg. How we do something fun without getting into trouble.

whywhywhy

2011-04-23T20:16:00.000+08:00

mp3011 is a nuisance !

Hi, I'm Rachel Lee, 19

2011-04-22T20:55:00.000+08:00

I don't like fights, arguements or quarrels

2011-04-22T13:15:00.000+08:00

So I do not get into them often. But if I really do, I don't like to lose. Therefore, I do not get into fights when

1)I know I'm wrong and I can't make myself sound right or
2) with unreasonable peeps cos I know I can't win them.

Ohwells, I can be super unreasonable at times but only to the people I'm super close with. Cos I know even when they hate me now, they'll still love me more.

A lot of those days

2011-04-21T00:30:00.001+08:00

5 papers in a week

2011-04-20T02:45:00.000+08:00

KILL ME!

Can I trade my life with you?

2011-04-19T00:33:00.000+08:00